Blog Tour- SONGS FROM THE HEART by @YsReffitt With An Excerpt & #Giveaway!
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Title:Â SONGS FROM THE HEART
Pub. Date:Â February 14, 2023
Formats:Â Paperback, eBook
After living with heart disease and depression the last five years, Rayna is ready to crack open the protective shell her parents created for her. While she is trying to live life to the fullest, she meets Nick, the singer/songwriter for a local band. Electricity ignites.
Rayna will not let her heart failure determine her life. But will it change the path she chooses to take when her world comes crashing down?
âRayna I canât believe I let you do that?â Anna said as she ran her hands through her hair and shook her head. I laughed. âLike you could have stopped me.â I took my bag from Anna and dug for my wallet.Â
âI just know that your mom would freak out if she knew I went along with this.â Â
I put my money and ID back in my wallet and threw it in my bag. Â
âDo you see my mom?â I looked around the perimeter. âYou didnât go along with anything. I made the decision to go parasailing and Iâm glad I did. It was exhilarating.â I wrapped my arm around Annaâs shoulder and smiled at her as we walked. The soz sand under my bare feet energized me.Â
âWhy would her mom be mad at you?â Dave looked over at Anna as he raised up from grabbing a shell from the sand. I drew my eyes down at Anna and shook my head. âBecause my mom is a worry wart, she pleads with Anna to keep me safe.â I laughed hoping that Dave wouldnât ask more questions.Â
âSo what was it like being up in the air like that?â Anna asked. Â
At least she was trying to change the subject. Â
âIt was awesomeâ Dave said with a grin. Â
âIt was Anna. You should try it with us next time.â âHot a chance.â Anna said. Â
Be all laughed and continued our short walk back to the house. Â
âSo how was it?â Rick asked when we made it to his beach spot.Â
âAwesomeâ Dave and I answered in unison. Be both laughed. Rick laughed at us for answering together. âYouâre back.â Travis said as he walked down the steps from the house. he smiled at us more at Anna but he looked at all three of us. His eyes glistened when he smiled at her. It warmed my heart and made me smile seeing these two fall for each other hopefully one of us could live happily ever after.Â
âCome on Rayna youâre my partnerâ Dave said. he pulled my hand toward a setup Jeld in the sand.Â
âWhat do you wanna play?â Â
âBucket ball. Thatâs what they played while we were gone. Rick and Jeff are undefeated. We have to beat themâ âAnd you think we can do that?âÂ
âYou said you played sports in high school. Bell this is just like basketball and beer pong put together.â Dave picked up a ball.Â
âYou just toss this ball down there into one of those buckets. If you get the ball in the bucket the other team has to remove the bucket. Just like beer pong.âÂ
âIâve never played beer pong.âÂ
âWhat?!!â Dave looked at me like I was an alien. âWhat do you mean you never played beer pong? Didnât you just graduate college?âÂ
âI did, but I did most of it online. Remember I told you I just moved out of my mom and dadâs and moved in with Anna.âÂ
âSo you never went to parties?â Â
âno, I didnâtâ. I took a breath and braced myself for his laughter. ,e didnât laugh. ,e just looked confused. âLetâs get this game startedâ Dave yelled.Â
Dave didnât pry. I liked that about him. I wasnât sure what to expect when I met him a few days ago. ,e made me feel comfortable.Â
ffe2 and Rick hurried over to their buckets and picked up the balls.Â
âLosers firstâ jeff yelled.Â
âIâll show you loserâ Dave said. âGo ahead Rayna.â I tossed the ball and missed. Dave tossed his and missed. Rick and ffe2 harassed us. The game went on for a while. Sut in the end Dave and I beat them. Â
âWho is the loser now?â Dave chuckled.Â
Jeff flipped Dave the bird and walked toward the house. Dave laughed again and put the balls in the bucket.
âGuys we need to get ready if weâre gonna play the show tonight.â Rick pointed at his watch.Â
âAlways the slave driver.â Dave shot back at him with a grin. Be gathered our things and started for the house. âFive me that stuff.â Dave threw his towel over his shoulder and took my bag from my hands.Â
âThanks.â Food looking and a gentleman. I locked arms with Anna as we followed the guys up the steps to the house. The guys quickly showered and dressed. Â
âBe need to get the equipment set up and do sound check so weâll see you laterâ Rick yelled as he opened the front door. Â
I stuck my head out of my room. âOkay see you there.â âBye Rayna. Iâll see you in a few hours.â Dave waved at me. I waved back."
I showered and dressed. Annaâs music blared from her room. She was making the final touches to her makeup when I walked in.Â
âYou look fantastic! That leather mini skirt shows off those long tanned legs. I love it! Youâre gonna give someone a heart attack looking like that!â Anna said. Â
I smirked at her and did a little spin. Dressing up in sexy clothes did make me more optimistic. âThanks.â I grinned at her. âYou look kinda fabulous yourself.âÂ
âThanks! I hope Travis thinks so too.â Â
I shook my head at her and smiled. âLetâs go see Travis.â IÂ joked.Â
Anna put her mascara down and grabbed her purse from the sink. She followed me out the front door to the car. I drove almost a mile.Â
âWe could have walked you know. My heart wonât fail from a little walk.â I gave Anna a disapproving look as I locked the car doors.Â
Anna grimaced at me. âWalk in heels and break a sweat after all the hard work on our hair and makeup? HeverN4 A look of astonishment on her face.Â
I laughed and locked arms with her as we walked across the street toward the club. My phone rang.Â
âItâs my mom Anna. Hold on a minute. Hi mom.â I held up a Finger to Anna.Â
âRayna! You didnât call me back.âÂ
âI know mom! Iâm sorry. Anna and I lost track of time and almost forgot about the show tonightâ
âRayna be careful being out with only Anna.â
âMom! We are here with Rick and his friends, we arenât alone. I have my mace.â I smiled at Anna. âRemember, you raised a smart girl.â
âI know Rayna. I worry too much I guess. Your fragile condition doesnât help my nerves. I will always worry. Text when you get back to the house so I know you are in. Be safe and I love you. Enjoy yourself.âÂ
âI will. I love you too mom. And tell dad I love him.â I hung up the phone and put it in my small leather purse. I grabbed Annaâs arm and gave her a big smile. âLetâs go have some fun girl.âÂ
The club was nearly packed. We paid the cover charge and pushed our way through all the young faces toward the stage to find Rick. People were everywhere. Some played pool while others gathered around the bar or tables causing a sea of unrelenting chatter. You could hardly hear yourself think. After looking for a few seconds I spotted him.Â
âHey Rick!â I yelled over the music coming from the juke1 box. he glanced over his shoulder and waved us over to the side stage.Â
âI wondered where you two were!â Rick said. He continued hooking up cables and wires to speakers and lights. âI thought maybe you got lost!â Rick teased. âThe band is gonna start in about ten minutes. I reserved a table for us up front.â He yelled over the noise and pointed to a table close to the stage.Â
âWe had to make ourselves beautiful, Rickâ Anna grinned at Rick.Â
âAnd you both are. Iâll fetch you two beautiful ladies a soda, be right back.âÂ
âI canât wait until the band starts. Iâm so excited for you to see them. You should have gone with me when I saw them a few months ago!â Anna stated.Â
âI wanted to! But you know I wasnât up to par then, and when Iâm fatigued, itâs hard to force myself out of the house. My doctors figured my medicine out now. And that helps with the fatigue. Iâm ready to start having some fun before itâs too late. I mean, all that money my grandfather left me, I need to spend some right.â
âHey! Weâre not going to talk about sad things tonight. Weâre gonna have a wonderful time tonight and the rest of the week. When Seer starts playing, youâll be ready to get your groove on and be free of all the worry,â Anna said. She sounded like she was barking orders to me. But I understood she only volunteered encouraging words.Â
The band took the stage and started to play an interesting guitar riff, my attention was perked. I enjoyed rock music and loved to lose myself in the rhythm. And Anna was right. The guys looked amaWing6 all of them. Â
âWoooooooo!â Anna yelled and clapped her hands. I could feel the drum and the guitar pounding in my chest. Anna always gave off incredible vibes. I gave her an evil grin and she knew I was ready to have fun.Â
The band finished the first song and the singer, Daveâs brother that I hadnât met yet, introduced the band members. His voice came out low and sexy when he sang. You wouldnât think that deep raspy sound would come out of such a young looking face. He was cute, but the drummer Dave was the best looking in my opinion. Daveâs skin tone was the same as the singerâs, but Daveâs hair was shorter. The singerâs eyes were darker and when he smiled, he exposed straight white teeth. Anyone could tell they were brothers.Â
âI see that smile. I told you the band was awesome?â Anna smirked. âAnd we get to spend the entire week with those fine looking guys.âÂ
I smiled at Anna and raise my glass of coke to give her a toast as the band started playing a slower tune. It sounded just as amazing as the first song. The band played a few more songs and I grabbed Annaâs arm and dragged her to the dance floor with the others that decided they liked the music. I felt free and young instead of the old grumpy cat I had become in the last few years. I enjoyed this carefree experience. Anna and I slowly moved to the front of the stage as we danced. We danced to every song.Â
As I glanced up at the band, I made eye contact with the singer, Nick. Hs deep brown eyes were shockingly intense. When our eyes locked something happened that Iâd never experienced before. It was like I had known him all my life. I couldnât pull my eyes away. A magnet kept pulling my eyes to his.Â
I thought Iâd given up on guys because of the heart break with the last one, but if he would step on the stage right at that moment and asked me to leave with him, I would have. I never believed in love at first sight, but I thought I might be experiencing it right there in the club in front of hundreds of people. I continued moving to the music, but I sensed I was in a trance. Nick turned his eyes away and released the trance he pulled me into. He had some kind of power over me.Â
The band finished the song and the crowd roared. âThank you everyone for hanging out with us tonight!â the singer said and took a bow. âWeâll be playing on the other side of town in a few days if you want to come join us again.â I brought my thoughts back to reality and glanced at Anna. She was looking at me with a confused expression. He walked over to our table and stood by our chairs. I had never been drunk, but I bet it felt something like this.Â
âRaynaC are you okay? You look goofy,â concerned, Anna examined my face.Â
I kinda smiled at her not knowing if I was okay. âIâm not sure. Iâve never experienced that before.Â
âWhat! What havenât you experienced before?â Anna demanded as she squeezed my arm.Â
âThis instant attraction to someone, like I would follow them around the world.... like I have known them for years. Like....âÂ
âYour soul mate? I saw you two lock eyes. I knew something was happening.â Anna let go of my arm.Â
âSssshhh, theyâre coming over here,â I whispered to her.
Anna gave a little squeeze to my hand with a big smile on her face. Rick led the group of guys. They all walked toward us with immense confidence and huge smiles on their faces, except the singer Nick. His face showed annoyance. Travis walked directly to Anna and stood by her. Dave chose the spot beside me and Nick beside him. Rick did formal introductions.Â
âThis is Nick Perry, our singer and Daveâs brother. Nick, these beautiful ladies are Anna Cass and Rayna Taylor.â
âHi,â Anna and I said at the same time.Â
âHi,â Nick repeated as he threw his hand up to wave. He moved his eyes away quickly not acknowledging me. He leaned on the table with one elbow and glanced around at the crowd. his white tank top showed off his dark skin and defined biceps and shoulders. The soft hairs on his chest stuck out of the top of his shirt. I glanced at him again, but he still wouldnât meet my eyes. I felt as if I had a stupid little girl crush on someone that didn3t even know I existed. Maybe he was pretentious.Â
I could sense Nick looking at me and I peeked up and smiled. he forced a smile and looked away again. Everyone talked and laughed around the table, but my mind was elsewhere. My stomach churned with those butterflies and my skin rippled with electricity having Nick so close to me. I wanted to reach out and touch his skin. Touch the tattoo of a cross on his shoulder.Â
âWe better pack this stuff up and get it in the van,â Nick said. âIâm not feeling so good.â He chugged his water, turned, and hopped back into the stage to begin the tear down.Â
âYeah, letâs get this stuff together and head back to the house where we can relax and hang out. It has been a long day.â Travis said.Â
Travis, the lead guitarist, and Anna hadnât stopped talking since the band finished playing.Â
âI better help.â Dave winked at me as he stood up to go to help take stuff down.Â
Dave had the same dark mysterious eyes as Nick, but I noticed every detail in Nickâs face. It was so beautiful. He tucked his long, shaggy, brown hair behind his ears. Even though he didnât smile but once, I couldnât stop looking at him as he worked to clean the stage.Â
âLetâs help them load up.â Anna bought me out of my hypnotic state.Â
Anna and I wound up black cords and carried them out to the van. Nick was already in the van packing things. He took the cords from me and our skin touched. The electricity from our skin touching was too much. He jerked the cord from my hand in haste. Our eyes locked again. I wanted to jump into the van and press my lips against his. He made me nervous, but it didnât matter. The way I felt around him was intoxicating. It was different than anything I ever experienced. I couldnât figure out what this feeling was. It scared me.Â
âThanks,â Nick said. I blinked out of my trance. He quickly looked away. He didnât smile this time. he appeared annoyed. Thatâs when I bolted and almost ran back into the bar. I finally desired someone again. A warmth rose through my body so intense it scared me and he barely said more than one word to me. It must have been wishful thinking on my part because I had been out of the dating loop. Why did he act like I was just any other girl; like he wasnât interested in me? I could have sworn some kind of connection was between us. I bumped into Anna as I walked stupefied across the wooden door of the club.Â
âWhatâs up Rayna? You seemed dazed.â Anna said as she gave me a confused look.Â
âHe ignores meâŚ.like I donât exist!â I said. My frustration mustâve been obvious.Â
Anna took my arms and led me to the table. She pushed me to my seat. Â
âNick avoided my eyes and he only said like one or two words to me. And these butterflies wonât stop dancing in my stomach.âÂ
âI knew it. You both had a weird expression on your faces. Like you are entranced,â She swooned.Â
âIâm not......... entranced with him,â I stuttered, âjust dazzled.â I scrunched my nose and grinned.Â
âRemember when we were little and Johnny liked you? Remember when he used to annoy you and we figured out he was just trying to get your attention?â Â
I shook my head yes remembering.Â
âOlder boys act goofy too when they like a girl, instead of annoyance, itâs avoidance. Get to know him a little more and youâll see. I can tell that he likes you. You make him uncomfortable. Thatâs why heâs avoiding your eyes,â Anna said. She did make me feel a little bit better.Â
We followed the guys back to the house in the car and talked about it some more. Anna kept coaching until she had me smiling again. When we walked into the kitchen for a drink, we saw the guys outside on the deck goofing around. It looked as though they were giving Nick a hard time. Â
Anna and I walked out onto the deck. The sound of the ocean filled my ears. The waves beating on the shore were one  of my favorite sounds. The ocean breeze blew my hair around my face. I looked over at Nick while he stared out at the dark ocean. He resembled a Greek god standing there. I wanted to walk over and touch him. But he seemed unapproachable and untouchable, far away in his own world.Â
âHey guys, you got here quick,â Anna said. They all glanced up and smiled at us. Everyone started talking about the night and how amazing the band played. Nick said few words. âIâm gonna head to bed.â Nick said.Â
âWhat?â Dave and Rick said. They looked at Nick in shock. âIâm not feeling well. I must be tired from the plane and playing tonight.â Hick said.Â
âCatch you in the morning?â Dave -questioned. âYep, goodnight everyone.â Nick wave his hand and hurried into the house.Â
âHeâs off tonight man,â Travis said. âHe hasnât acted right since the middle of the show when I played that long riff. Whatâs the matter with him?â
âHe usually is the last one to bed and the life of the party.â Dave said. âBut tonight, he was just plain goofy.â
âHeâs probably just tired. He told me he wrote an entire song on his plane ride down here. Hopefully tomorrow you girls will see the real Nick. Youâll love him.â Rick explained. I thought I already did. The guys just told me what I guessed. He was acting strange. This made me feel even bleaker. âDid you like the band tonight?â Dave asked. He took a drink of his beer.Â
âYes, you all did an awesome job. I love all the songs.â I said. I gave him a reassuring smile.Â
âNick writes all of our music. When he was still in the Marines, he had already written a lot of the lyrics. When he got out, we had lost our lead singer and we asked him to sing for us.â Dave said.Â
âHow long has the band been playing?â I asked as I watched Anna laugh while she listened to Travis, Jeff, and Rick talk about something I couldnât hear.Â
âWeâve been together for about a year now. Be made an album with help from some of our friends about a month ago. It turned out amazing.â Â
âI wanna buy one.â I smiledÂ
âIâll find you one tomorrow morning.â He grinned.
âRick said you just graduated from college too. What did you study?âÂ
âI studied journalism. I hope to find a job in editing. I love books.â I gave him a frivolous smile because most people think Iâm crazy for liking books so much.Â
âMaybe I could market some of your books that you edit. I graduated with a marketing degree. Maybe it can help with marketing the band.â Dave laughed.Â
Even though I thought Dave was the best looking in the beginning and he was giving me quite a bit of attention, I couldnât stop my mind from thinking about Nick. I looked at my watch and saw that it was midnight. I excused myself and went into the house to put myself and my crazy mind to bed. As I got dressed for bed, I still couldnât figure Nick out and couldnât drive the way he affected me out of my head. Just thinking about him lying down in a bed on the floor above me gave me goose bumps. I dozed off to sleep with Nick hanging onto my dreams.Â
Author of Songs from the Heart. Her debut novel is set to be release on February 14th, 2023. She graduated from West Virginia University with a Master of Arts in Reading. She works as a Reading Specialist. She lives in West Virginia with her husband and two sons.
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